I’m having the recurring nightmares again. Am I crazy? Is my subconscious warning me of something? Did something happen or is something going to happen? The dreams are more and more vivid each time.
In the beginning Isaac… I can hear him talking about turning on the light. I’m in total darkness and can feel myself submerged in liquid. I’ve mentioned all this before but each time I have the dream I try to remain calm. I keep telling myself that if I stay calm I won’t wake up. There’s a blinding light that comes and I see Isaac’s silhouette standing over me. Then the nightmare starts. I feel a snake slither up and down my spine and hear it whisper to me, “Ye shall not surely die. Your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods.” When I look away I see hundreds of dead bodies, their eyes fixated on me, hanging from the ceiling and Isaac smiling down at me.
What does any of this mean? I don’t know what to do when I can’t tell what’s real and what isn’t anymore. Who left the message to trust Isaac? Was it really me? Why? I need answers. WHY?!
Who do you trust, when you can’t even trust yourself?